Dead tired. For the past week, my average sleeping hours were about 4 or 5 everyday. Hence resulting in my irritability and sleepiness in class, not to mention the migraine headaches I get everyday. So if I've somehow or other offended anyone last week, I apologize sincerely. Can't promise it won't happen again though. Sighs. I have no idea what in the world am I going to do when my class dissects 26 mice this coming Friday. I hate the sight of blood. I hate mice. I hate dead things. I hate touching carcasses. And I hate stinky stuff. I'm so gonna die on Friday.   Me wants a hug... :( Trials are coming up in two weeks' time. I'm scared. It's not like I've never sat for major exams before, it's just that the teachers have not even finished their syllabus yet, and there we are panicking for the exams which is just around the corner. It's not fair. Especially for people like me who don't go for tuition and rely heavily on school teach...

And I've wasted another day of study again. Grr... I have been slacking off for the whole of Term 2. One word sums up everything -- LAZY. I've been highly motivated to do absolutely nothing at any particular given time at all... Even after telling myself I really should grow up and start focusing on my studies right now... But... but... but... My results have always been mediocre, mostly a mix of A's and B's but ending up in the last half placings in class. Mom always tells me how much better I'd do if only I'd put in at least a bit of hardwork into my studies... Nahh. I'm still wasting my time away. No amount of motivating can budge me. I'mma just gonna rot away to pieces this term break... Bluek... ;P

So. Lots of things happened this last week. First things first, my first semester results came out, and I got 1A3B. Not very satisfactory, so I'm gonna retake the B- paper -- BIOLOGY!! Can't believe I freaked out during Bio. Sighs. So now I'm going to sit for it again sometime later this year. Things were bliss for me the rest of the week (except that Bio sting) especially during Wednesday. I'm not going into details there, but I can say it's been one of the happiest days of 2013 for me... yet... ;) Made Easter egg orders that day (120++ of them!!), got home really late that night and got scared of eggs for 24 hours before consuming them again for breakfast, lunch and dinner again the next day. Hahaha. But then the supposed-to-be hard-boiled eggs turned out to be half-boiled eggs where one of them exploded in the face of the recipient... BWAHAHAHA!!!! No, seriously, we didn't mean it to be like that... xD Wednesday was ultra bliss, Thursday no le...

Today was the DAY we've all been dreading waiting for... The day of SPM RESULTS!!! I remember having sleepless nights or otherwise nightmares for the past weeks. I even woke up crying this morning, having dreamt that I almost failed it. I remember praying feverishly to God, that He might give me a good result, but if not, let be accept the fast as it is... I remember asking God over and over again for a huge miracle to happen today. I remember crying all the way home from Physics having felt sure that I screwed up the whole paper. And after months of waiting, TODAY finally came. The results were released at 10 am, so I wanted to be nice and early. I reached school around 9.40 and went into the air-conditioned upper hall. Just seeing the teachers sitting at their respective tables with piles of files and results already made me jittery. Must've been the air-cond. Hmm. Anyways, we waited for Pn Nalini to come and give her summary speech about the school's achievements and bl...