Sometimes I really don't understand how people get motivation from others. First of all, I'm the kind who hates the idea of comparison. What others do or get or achieve is honestly none of my effing business. I'm happy for them if it's good for them but tbh it has absolutely nothing to do with my life. There's no need for me to be envious or jealous or for me to think they're better than me or that I'm better than them or whatever. With all respectfulness, wtf does any of it have anything to do with me? But hating the idea of comparison doesn't mean I don't do it. The thing is, it's all internal. I don't know how people get motivated by seeing other people's successes. I'm the kind who'll look at other people's successes and then look at myself in the mirror and go, "Yeah, I can't imagine doing all those invisible work behind those people's visible successes and therefore I deserve to not own any of those successe...