So, my worst nightmare came true today. RATS DISSECTION. I have said many times before that I hate the sight of blood coz I get giddy and over-sensitive every time I see or hear anything gruesome. Or gory. But it was time to face everything today... It was a DO or DIE... x.x I couldn't stop hugging my books and stationery in the lab. I refused to put them down anywhere because I suddenly contracted a case of 'bio-lab-ophobia'. Then the teacher went through the procedures orally and then demonstrated the dissection on a rat. I ran out of the lab and teared for a while. Eeeeek!! After demonstrating, she saw me standing outside the lab. She knew I had haemophobia so she told me to get something from the office. I happily went and returned as slow as possible. But when I came back everyone had barely started on their rats. I stood at the door and refused to go in but she insisted I stand at most only 1 meter away from the rats. :( So in I went, wincing at every table. Poo...

Dead tired. For the past week, my average sleeping hours were about 4 or 5 everyday. Hence resulting in my irritability and sleepiness in class, not to mention the migraine headaches I get everyday. So if I've somehow or other offended anyone last week, I apologize sincerely. Can't promise it won't happen again though. Sighs. I have no idea what in the world am I going to do when my class dissects 26 mice this coming Friday. I hate the sight of blood. I hate mice. I hate dead things. I hate touching carcasses. And I hate stinky stuff. I'm so gonna die on Friday.   Me wants a hug... :( Trials are coming up in two weeks' time. I'm scared. It's not like I've never sat for major exams before, it's just that the teachers have not even finished their syllabus yet, and there we are panicking for the exams which is just around the corner. It's not fair. Especially for people like me who don't go for tuition and rely heavily on school teach...