My grades for the first semester will be announced on Feb 4th they say, and although I'm supposed to feel kinda nervous about it... somehow I don't. Not really as much as I think I should. Like my mom says, more often than not she's more worried about my exams and results than I am... Not exactly 100% true but I guess there's a small part of truth in there... Hehe ^^ Basically I'm not in uni for the exams and results. I want to say that I couldn't care less, but of course I'd get kicked out if I flunked entirely. No, my point here is that I got into uni and I plan to have fun. Lots of fun that isn't bound by my grades or anything. Perhaps try to live a little. Play a little. Shop a little. And just experience the small taste of freedom and independence before life throws me into cruel bitter reality. Honestly going to uni has been the best choice of my life. I probably could have got into it sooner had I not gone for Form 6, but then I wouldn't hav...

And I've wasted another day of study again. Grr... I have been slacking off for the whole of Term 2. One word sums up everything -- LAZY. I've been highly motivated to do absolutely nothing at any particular given time at all... Even after telling myself I really should grow up and start focusing on my studies right now... But... but... but... My results have always been mediocre, mostly a mix of A's and B's but ending up in the last half placings in class. Mom always tells me how much better I'd do if only I'd put in at least a bit of hardwork into my studies... Nahh. I'm still wasting my time away. No amount of motivating can budge me. I'mma just gonna rot away to pieces this term break... Bluek... ;P

#1 Get my studies back on track I have not, repeat not, been doing any work at all in the last holidays. While others have been working their butts off maths and chemistry, I happen to be busy eating or sleeping. Not a very good trait I know, but my bed's just too irresistible. xD #2 DRIVE!! Will you believe it or not, I own a driver's license. Not learner's permit. For six months already. And as far as my driving skills are concerned, I have only one route in my brain. No, make that two. TO church from home, and FROM church to home. That is about all I did for the past half-year. I need to drive more. I mean, what's the use of having a license if I dare not drive at all? :/ #3 Finish reading my Bible I'm gonna continue and finish what I've started last year. Out of the 66 books in the Bible, I should have at least half of them to go. Add oil!! ^.^ #4 Get myself a scholarship to (maybe) NUS, S'pore Why? Because I like idea 'out...